I don't know why i feel this way. I tried to find the reason why i behave like this but there is no answer for this question. I keep asking why all over again. This is not me. Totally. I miss hanis 2015. I feel like crying. I already have great friends, my life is so seronok nak mampus but I don't know why I feel so sad. I think I know the reason why am I behaving like this but I didn't take action to become a better person. Sucks. Really sucks, can't lie. I don't know what I want. Obviously not love la. I just fine this way. Sorang-sorang. It is fun actually. I really enjoy being single. But dulu idk why masa sem 2 aku nak sangat ada pasangan lol.
Sem 3 is definitely exciting and penat nak mampus. I'm not exaggerate but this is how i feel. Tired with everyone even though they didn't give a shit to me. I want t o run away from everything. I want to be happy but maybe masa belum tiba lagi. Being happy is always a good decision. But first of all, believe in yourself and then everything will fall in the right place. Trust to Allah hanis. Everyhting will be fine. Don't worry keep praying
I don't hope someone will always be there for me but I hope you are there when I need help ;)
