I don't know why i feel this way. I tried to find the reason why i behave like this but there is no answer for this question. I keep asking why all over again. This is not me. Totally. I miss hanis 2015. I feel like crying. I already have great friends, my life is so seronok nak mampus but I don't know why I feel so sad. I think I know the reason why am I behaving like this but I didn't take action to become a better person. Sucks. Really sucks, can't lie. I don't know what I want. Obviously not love la. I just fine this way. Sorang-sorang. It is fun actually. I really enjoy being single. But dulu idk why masa sem 2 aku nak sangat ada pasangan lol.
Sem 3 is definitely exciting and penat nak mampus. I'm not exaggerate but this is how i feel. Tired with everyone even though they didn't give a shit to me. I want t o run away from everything. I want to be happy but maybe masa belum tiba lagi. Being happy is always a good decision. But first of all, believe in yourself and then everything will fall in the right place. Trust to Allah hanis. Everyhting will be fine. Don't worry keep praying
I don't hope someone will always be there for me but I hope you are there when I need help ;)
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Hello
Sejak kebelakangan ni aku rasa macam emo betul. Sikit-sikit nak terasa, benda kecik je pun. Maybe sebab aku teringat dekat someone? Someone yang aku tak mungkin akan dapat. I already moved on tapi bila jumpa dia balik semua usaha untuk aku move on tu habis gitu je. Dulu aku rasa aku tak akan menyesal tinggalkan dia. Tapi sekarang aku menyesal gila. I really want to cry my heart out. I want to say sorry for everything. After i left him, aku tak jumpa lagi pengganti dia. Aku takde sesiapa pun.
I don't know why I left him in the first place. I really miss his voice. But now he already have someone who really love him. The girl is very lucky because i know he will loves her wholeheartedly. So envy la. I really hope he will come to me but you know, a wish will stay wish. He is the only guy who I put in my prayer. No other boys will make me forget him. Aku akan suka dia dari jauh. Sebab sekaramg dia milik orang so I cannot do anything about it. Yesterday was his birthday and aku tak wish pun dekat dia. Now I don't know anymore. What happens, happens.
I don't know why I left him in the first place. I really miss his voice. But now he already have someone who really love him. The girl is very lucky because i know he will loves her wholeheartedly. So envy la. I really hope he will come to me but you know, a wish will stay wish. He is the only guy who I put in my prayer. No other boys will make me forget him. Aku akan suka dia dari jauh. Sebab sekaramg dia milik orang so I cannot do anything about it. Yesterday was his birthday and aku tak wish pun dekat dia. Now I don't know anymore. What happens, happens.
Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan :)
