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Hello

Sejak kebelakangan ni aku rasa macam emo betul. Sikit-sikit nak terasa, benda kecik je pun. Maybe sebab aku teringat dekat someone? Someone yang aku tak mungkin akan dapat. I already moved on tapi bila jumpa dia balik semua usaha untuk aku move on tu habis gitu je. Dulu aku rasa aku tak akan menyesal tinggalkan dia. Tapi sekarang aku menyesal gila. I really want to cry my heart out. I want to say sorry for everything. After i left him, aku tak jumpa lagi pengganti dia. Aku takde sesiapa pun.

I don't know why I left him in the first place. I really miss his voice. But now he already have someone who really love him. The girl is very lucky because i know he will loves her wholeheartedly. So envy la. I really hope he will come to me but you know, a wish will stay wish. He is the only guy who I put in my prayer. No other boys will make me forget him. Aku akan suka dia dari jauh. Sebab sekaramg dia milik orang so I cannot do anything about it. Yesterday was his birthday and aku tak wish pun dekat dia. Now I don't know anymore. What happens, happens. 

Selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan :)